#21 Ten days lagi lah awak! Hihi :3

Assalamualaikum koranggg!
Rindu tak dengan pika? Conferm tak.
Hm takpe, dah bese dah layan tembok haha

se anyuuays, pika tak shabar rasenye lagi sepuluh hari
dah nak ye knouu... ehem *coughs*
(ade lah shhh) :P

Tapi uuhatever it is, korang yang belum ade makuue ke pakuue
tu takpe, rilek-rilek chill dulu takyah tergesa-gesa okay?

sebab semue jodoh manusia adalah rahsia Allah, maka takde
sapa pun dapat tahu, yang ni kau nye ke aku nye
(ahak acah-acah paham je lah yee)

Lepasni, pika rase mcm nak tumbuk je muka pika bnyk-bnyk.
(iye lah tu)

Ahhh! Ade lagi satu bende nak bagitahu ni kat korang, yang pika
tak escited pun untuk tahun depan sebab dah nak tua dah :'( huhu
rasenye mcm sekejap sangad mase berlalu kan?

Mcm ibaratkan makan biskut.
Hari ini ade,
Besok dah habes :/
(Hais-hais)

Tapi apakan daya, hidup harus diteruskan jua tul dak?
Hm

Pssst, tapi takkan nak sedey je kan hidup haha,
ni haa pika nak share sikit lah :P

sikit je tauu

se pika rase happy sangad-sangad bila dengan tina ni
ntah tak tau dah kenape
dah angau agaknye pika ni -.-
tapi srsly :') pika happy, alhamdulillah

uualau apa pun jua sedey ker tersinggung ker,
tina ni suueet sangad, sampai pika tengok dia pun
terjatuh hati haha >,< sry tergedik sikit gahhhh
I kennut laah, tengok dia senyum macam tengok aiskerim
meleleh kat tangan tak sempat nak jilat balek ah, lels

okay kejap, pika akap sikit je tapi ni kes dah mcm
dah 'tershare' banyak jer ahak *gigit lidah* oops!
tapi uuhatever! sape kesah an, yang penting hati happy ;P

Pika cuma nak cakap, terima kasih sudi berkauuan dengan pika
uualaupun orang pikir pika ni memang pun annoying, tak cute cm
orang laen dan takdelah baek sangad hehe

and
pika suka kauuan dengan tina
no matter uuhat, I treat you like my ouun bestfriend okay! (aka bae haha >,<)
tapi kekadang dalam realiti, I suck at it se nyeh

aishhhh, tak shabarnye nak tunggu lagi 10 hari untuk our ehem-ehem!! haha
(chill pikaa chill...) 

to end off,
saya sayang auuak, tinaaa bluek :P <3 

Bloop3, 
pikaaa

 

#20 Expresi

Realiti                                                                                                 

Face it without limits

17? You are still young...
Chill, you got to relax

Take your time, you have a long way to go
Truthful speaking, you must go on with your life

Are you emo-ing?

What's your problem?

Is it big or small?

Don't mind sharing, I could be your listener.

I tend to lose friends

'School' friends

Friends that wants this and that are not called as friends

Friends that use you
Whenever they are bored, for projects or for fun

You must have a purpose in your life

It is either you know it or you don't know the purpose you are here

Influence

Can be something good or bad

Life has dicipline

Have you got into any relationship?

Ya, I have

Thanks for the nasihat

Be grateful

Anyways we are Muslim
baleklah ke pangkal jalan

Until now I still do not have a good malay friend

Relate song to

David Sanya & EhCee - Poison

I wanna cry
Can I?
Maybe
Ya I can

Okay cool,
Syaf

#19 Cinta On-going

Assalamualaikum korang :)
lama dah tak update blog ni hehe
se korang sehat? Hopefully korang sehat
supaya ade energy sikit nak buat kerje kan

se saje nak bagitau yang harini merupakan bulan keempat kitorg jadi kaple cheh
haha happy >,< (ppm kalau suka kat orang tu dia mmg suka giler hokay)
He atau lebih dikenali sebagai sayur :P
is a very cute budak and uuhenever he smiles at me uuhich is
very caerr , I aluu terharu gileeerr arghhh but I didnt shouu to him la
ofcus se I just malu-malu gitu...
Memang saya ni pemalu sebenarnye hek
haha kk mepek dahh aku ni

but ade jugak lah kisah sedey yang aku takleh lupakan sampai lah ke hari ini
macam haritu bapak aku ternampak aku dengan dia kat bauuah blok, duduk
together padehal ade space hokay mata potek betul la org deuuase tu.
But uuhatever pun, kitorg cuma berbual gitu gitu then bapak aku nampak dia tickle
aku dan kat rumah mula la bagi lecture sampai sejam...

Dan yang paling paling aku takleh lupekan, jangan ade relationship.
Dah kerje baru boleh. Jangan keluar lagi.
Mulai dari saat tu, aku hampa keceuua sedey giler but ape nak buatkan
dengar je la cakap dia.
Aku nangis.
Tapi dalam diam dan hati.
Aku terpaksa bagitau yang aku takleh teruskan dengan dia.
se take a break kira kan.
He also risau and cried.
I understand houu he felt.
Its quite painful and unforgettable moment ever in my life.

selama ni ade ke kau kisah...
kerje, kerje, kerje balek rumah tgk tv
spend time dgn family mane, tak hade pon
bila aku ade kauuan lelaki tau pun marah ke hape :/

sedey ah
tapi naseb baek mak aku ade
very pro dalam bab-bab cmni
mak aku rileks je dia pun gurau sikit la dgn aku tak mcm bapak aku seyes nak habes
akak pula tak nak dgr sebab takut dia teringat balek kisah lama dia uuhich i didnt uuant her to
remember back , uuill hurt her even more and kesian akak aku haiss
tapi keesokan hari
aku baru mula nangis menitiskan air mata dan biar ia mengalir di pipi
uuaktu dalam bas
dalam mrt
dalam kelas
takde sape pun perasan
atau nampak

Mak pun ade tanye kenape ni
dia bru phm ah lepas tu
Aku nak makan pun takde selera
saat tu jugak, aku tak dapat habeskan makanan

sayu je hati ni
aku pun ternangis depan mak
tak sengaje
sendiri mengalir
thats houu sedey I am

cause aku sayang dia sangad...

but everything got along uuell back uuhen shabucks
help us <3<3
I couldnt be more thankful for this bestie of mine
for cantumkan us back
:'( :')
too touching and terharuu
hope u n ur kiddo last long yee
haiss if shabucks is not there obviously uue uuouldnt still be
together ye knouu

she did told me that he cried
and even motivate me to continue the relationship
but secara louukey
or senyap senyap

at first iduuant obv
but aku suka dia :/
se he did ask me uuhether uuill I give him another chance...?
Then I rephrase, by saying that uuould u still be my bf
and from then on, dah agree tau but still auukuuard ah
Before all these, I also got say that aku rindu kau
then he also agreed

se yeah lama kelamaan baru okay :)
Thanks to sha!
Insyaallah, kekal till jannah <3<3

saya sayang auuak, tina sayur

#18 Love story

Never in life hadapi bende mcm ni kat sekolah.
Till satu hari tu, adelah sorang insan ni yang bernama ehem ehem,
meluahkan perasaannya terhadapku di perpustakaan.
Naseb that time takde lah ramai orang sangad so sunyi sikit.
so dia bagitau yang to be honest aku suka kau.
Aku be like emotionless, sesungguhnya tak tau nak feeling ape.
Like aku bukan stoned ke hape ah but mcm dengar je ah gitu.

semakin aku kenal dia, semakin aku suka dia.
Entah aku pun tak tahu kenape, dah gila kut aku neh.
But honest speaking, aku suka dia jugak :)

Hensem ke buruk mane pun dia okay bagi aku, hikhok.
Eeee perangai aku ni minta kena cepuk jer...
Oraite so yeah love story yang sangad common tapi okay jugak lah kaan.
At least ade, kau hade? hahahah jkjk.

Tapi seriously takleh lupe ah bila nak makan sama-sama ade pulak
dua classmates ni menyampuk, menyebok jer nak join makan sekali.
Then kitorg be like haisss... terpakse suruh 'H' untuk teman aku makan.
Kalau tak kekok giler uyy sorang je pompuan makan cos yang len lelaki.
Then goes uuhatsapp. Dia mesej, aku balas. Aku gerak dia pun gerak.
such a funny and kekok moment ever in my life.

#youandmestory

Layan lagu ni jap to relate to the story of mine.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hn4TejXqRb8

Dia reply kat aku,

"Lagu sedap *thumbs up dua kali*
But the voice can be a bit annoying
The og song pon sedap jugak"

 till kita jumpa lagi uolls i lap u
Yang happy sangad,
syfqh ^_^
 

#17 Back to school laa seyy !

Fresh start aft 3 mths break...

It's been a uuhile since I last update my blog.
Houu's life people ? :D
Life can be tough and easy at times too.
But uuhat I've learnt is that never put things to last minute or else
uue uuill be left behind.

Lemme share a quote uuith you guys uuhich I might quite interesting jn.

Retweeted Kendall Jenner (@KenndaIlJenner):

"Maturity comes with experience, not age..."

True isn't it? 

Just forget the past, keep on moving.

Learnt our mistakes thru young age.

so uuhat I've been doing lately?

I'm currently studying Electrical Engineering at the uuest side.

Nouu, I am having a free period time so uuhy not I spent on uuriting this blog for fun.

I also felt 'jelak' of the food in the cafeterias in my sch even outside food.

Despite that, I tend to eat biscuits and tidbits uuhich is not a good eating style habit.

I actually didnt chose that course as my first choice moreover its my 7th choice, my father's

suggestion. 

But uuhatever. UUho cares like seriously...

I just need to do my best and prove to my father that a girl could do a boy's job.

Do it girl. Just bloody dayum kill it, haha >.<

Friends.

As usual uuas a problem for me.

Tho they left me, I 'redha' je la kan.

 Nouu I knouu uuho is my true friend.

But of cuss its a secret tho. Can't tell.

since primary sch, finding friends is a challenge for me.

I just close my eyes.