Thursday, 1 March 2018

#27 square one

Skipped blogging for the past February.
So say Haii to our friend here, 1st March.
Hoping everything's gonna be okay.

It's kinda sad.
Sad to say.
Something that I don't wish to.

Am I really a bad friend?
What did I do again this time?
What else can I do? *sighs*

I'm actually happy to see you happy thru your igstory.
But, at the same time, I felt being ignored by you.
Are you hiding something from me?
I'm sorry that I wasn't really focus or into the mood to talk to you
during one of the days. I was thinking about my test. Thats it.
I haven't prepared anything at all. That makes me think and think and
sometimes lose focus on what you're gonna say to me at Mcdonalds.
Hoping that by coming to Mcdee would actually make your heart
feel better. I know I got reject you before when you ask me to go out with you but
that's because either my parent is at home or I'm busy like legit.
But, I didn't know till today, why you have not yet to reply my ws, message or dm thru ur igstory.

What's my fault here? Did I do something wrong, Ana?
But what I remember, we had fun that day afterall. We walked here and there.
We share jokes, lame ones are mostly by you HAHA.
But yeah, what did i do wrong awak?

Its okay.
Let time heal everything.

I'm happy that my friend could be friends with you.
In case if you need any help, I'll be here.

Besides, it feels so weird rn. You've been absent for madrasah lessons twice.
Maybe you're busy studying for exam. Hm, alright.

Just a sad song to accompany my mood.

                                          Di matamu by Sufian Suhaimi


I hope you will stay healthy. Take care Ana ._.


Hampa plus kecewa,
Pika